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November 21st 6.30pm]
[ mood | FUCKING ANGRY ]

I'm living in a world that won't stop pulling on me
I'm not complaining but it's true
It's like I owe my time to every one else
'Cuz that's all I seem to do
You might not notice but I need a good friend
Someone to talk to when I'm down, down, down
There's so much on my mind that I wanna get out
But there's no one around

Sometimes I can't help thinking 'what about me?'
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yah, I'm doing everything right & I can't break free
Oh, is this the way it's always gonna be?
What about me?

Well, I'm dreaming I'm on a highway
Where the wind is down
I'm burning up the road at my own speed
But I'm stuck here going no where in this traffic jam
And there's a woman with her kids in the car next to me
And I swear she's singing ...

Sometimes I can't help thinking 'what about me?'
Some days go by that I don't even see
Yah, I'm doing everything right & I can't break free
Oh, is this the way it's always gonna be?
Hey, what about me?

Oh, sometimes I can't help thinking 'what about me?'
Some days go by that I don't even see
I'm doing everything right & I can't break free
Oh, is this the way it's always gonna be?
What about me?

Oh, what about me?
Hey, what about me?


interesting... [Tuesday
October 4th 11.49am]
[ mood | ehhhh ]

If I were a month I would be: december
If I were a day of the week I would be: friday
If I were a time of day I would be: midnight!
If I were a planet I would be: mars
If I were a sea animal I would be: a mermaid, or more practical i sea horse
If I were a direction I would be: south
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a counter
If I were a sin I would be: lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: jackie o so i could sleep with JFK
If I were a liquid I would be: jello
If I were a stone, I would be: emerald
If I were a bird, I would be: pelican
If I were a tool, I would be: power saw
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a stargazer lily
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: a cool snowy night
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: piano
If I were an animal, I would be: a giraffe
If I were a color, I would be: green
If I were an emotion, I would be: excitement
If I were a vegetable, I would be: peas in a pod
If I were a sound, I would be: laughter
If I were an element, I would be:
If I were a car, I would be: 2002 black chevy corvette coupe
If I were a song, I would be: comfortable, john mayer
If I were a book I'd be written by: what's her face that wrote the traveling pants series
If I were a food, I would be: capalettis
If I were a place, I would be: boston
If I were a material, I would be: jersey
If I were a taste, I would be: sweet
If I were a scent, I would be: moonlight path
If I were a word, I would be: mint
If I were an object, I would be: a pencil
If I were a body part I would be: arms
If I were a facial expression I would be: raised eyebrows
If I were a subject in school I would be: art class
If I were a cartoon character I would be: stewie from family guy
If I were a shape I would be: a clover
If I were a number I would be: 13


people all over the world [Tuesday
August 30th 4.23pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

my latest creationCollapse )


wentworth [Saturday
August 20th 11.54pm]
[ mood | tired ]

my big bro's graduation.Collapse )


wedding song.. [Wednesday
August 17th 11.10pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i found my wedding song...

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you


sweet caroline... BUM BUM BUM [Friday
August 5th 10.46pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

so i went to the red sox game on wednesday august third two-thousand five against the kansas city royals.
the game was unbelievable and fenway park is absolutely beautiful.

take me out the ball game.Collapse )


suck my balls HP [Saturday
July 30th 2.18pm]

i'm senidng my computer back to get fixed, yet again. once it comes back if correctly fixed it should work just as brand new. so if anyone would be interested in buying it from me for between $800-$900 that would be splendid. i am realizing now, that for the field i am going into i would be much better off getting rid of this one and buying a macintosh. the computer i have now is an hp pavillion ze4800. let me know if you are interested.


uncle kenny's hotter when the sun goes down... [Sunday
July 24th 12.42am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

consider yourself warned.

this is going to be quick because i'm tired but i have interesting things to update about. tuesday christine and i ventured to new hampshire to stay with my uncle and aunt for a few days. it was quite splendid, until thursday when josh and freague came up. that's not why it was bad. what happened that day was bad. well maybe not bad but definitely a streak of bad luck for me. too bad the seagull pooped on christines shoe instead of mine. maybe its bad luck to wash it off, [as i did for miss christine] so anywho, boogieboarding must be done very cautiously at high tide. because a huge wave took me on top of it and then decided to throw me into the ground. not only did that happen, but i got a mouth full of sand, scratched up my stomach, was gushing blood and getting pummled by more waves. until josh helped me up. after i was up on 2 feet i was down on my ass again shortly after. because another huge wave came in and knocked my feet out from underneath me. i can just imagine what that looked like from spectators perspective.

we came home friday. the end.

i bet you wouldn't guess how i got this injury.Collapse )
and scene.


dahhhh my laundry, its on fiaaaahhh [Tuesday
July 19th 12.34am]
[ mood | itchy eyes ]

eeeek my journal is beautious


July 17th 1.47am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i often wish my family gave a shit about what i could do to please myself, instead of having to please them.

no one ever wants to hear about what i do with my art, or how i make things. they only crictize the bad.[or what they see as bad]
"jamie, why do you have to ruin things i get you?"
"that looks like a dildo, not a banana"

and abuse the good.

let's put pens, money, spare change, our glasses case in a candy/fruit dish. sounds like a good place for them.

or you could use me only to benefit you, so that i take some valuable time for making things you dont even put to use.

"jamie design a logo for the race team."
meaning waste your time doing something actually productive when we won't use it at all.
oh yeah we're not going to pay you either

you know i don't mind doing favors for people. but i treat my art like business so it should be respected as one, and not just a hobby.


new friends only banner<3 [Thursday
July 7th 10.40pm]
[ mood | tired ]

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i love this girl.


i'm so artsy fartsy... [Monday
July 4th 8.21pm]
[ mood | artsy farsty ]

i've been really artsy farsty lately and i got really bored.
these are jonathan and katelyn's shirts.
hope you like em.

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my dad got me a shirt at the racetrack that was too big.
gentlemen start your engines.Collapse )


take me out to the ball game. [Monday
June 13th 10.09am]
[ mood | awake ]

ohhh for the love of kevin millar. new layout because of this guy.
sweeet. enjoy.


three moons over milford? [Saturday
June 11th 10.19am]
[ mood | sunburnt ]

oh yeah this too... read it.



heh [Saturday
June 11th 9.54am]
[ mood | sunburnt ]

ohh im one of my favorites.. followed by my favortie:-P

You scored as Kevin Millar. You are Kevin Millar! You are very friendly and free-spirited which makes you a cool person to be around. You have a lot of charisma and have the ability to ease any tensions and allow people to loosen up.


Kevin Millar


Jason Varitek


Curt Schilling


Johnny Damon


Manny Ramirez


David Ortiz


Theo Epstein


Mark Bellhorn


Which Red Sox Player Are You?
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i love millar and v-tek

the truth about non-girls.... [Wednesday
June 8th 8.08pm]
[ mood | hot ]

- The Truth About Girls -
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings, and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. (Yea. no matter how long she has not hung around with her best-mate)
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.


graduation, graduation. [Tuesday
June 7th 12.16am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

oooh my big sister is all grown up. she graduated from grand ole mhs on sunday. we had a happenin party that followed, with may drunk people and plenty of laughs. i was extremely tired, hot, fatigue, crampy, sore, and exhausted. which mixed into what came off to be drunken characteristics. so of course i was questioned by many people, "jamie have you been drinkin" which was followed by "no but i should be." it was a good time, although i did quite a bit of running around for katelyn. i was only congratulated on "my" graduation by 4 people. 1 of them being a relative. hey that's what you get when you have twin nieces you see once a year. i was also told that i look good since ive put on weight. which i suppose is a complaiment. josh made a funny whale joke about me having to be weighed at sea world. then of course i cracked the red head jokes because im a heartless souless bitch. christine and i craved chocolate milk, but she decided for half a mike's instead, because she's a BIG GIRL[not literally]. uncle john called me and ash lesbians because i grabbed her hand, this made freel say one["nice"]word the entire evening. i had a wonderful time with the people i love most. and all of dads loud obnoxious friends as well. and it was a party where i actually got to eat, talk to who i wanted when i wanted, and best of all: go barefoot.


in a few weeks... [Saturday
May 7th 11.40am]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

A year has past and now we stand on the brink of returning to a world where we are surrounded by the paradox of everything yet nothing being the same. In a few weeks days we will reluctantly give our hugs and, fighting the tears, say goodbye to the people who were once just names on a sheet of paper to return to people that we hugged and fought tears to say goodbye to before we ever left. We will leave our best friends to return to our best friends. We will go back to places we came from and go back to the same things we did last summer and every summer before. We will come into town on that same familiar road, and even though it has been months, it will seem like only yesterday.

As you walk into your old bedroom, every emotion will pass through you as you reflect on the way your life has changed and the person you have become. You suddenly realize that the things that were most important to you a year ago don't seem to matter so much anymore, and the things you hold highest now, no one at home will completely understand. Who will you call first? Where are you going to work? Who will be at the party Saturday night? What has everyone been up to? Who from school will you keep in touch with? How long before you actually start missing people barging in without calling or knocking? Who will get breadsticks with you at three in the morning? How long until you adjust to sleeping in a room by yourself, or how long before you realize your three best friends aren't in the bed next to your room?

Then you realize how much things have changed, you realize the hardest part of college is balancing the two completely different worlds you now live in, trying desperately to hold on to everything all the while trying to figure out what you have to leave behind. In the matter of one day's traveling time, we will leave our world of living next door to our best friends, walking across campus to eat, instant messenger, 8:00 classes, and perpetual procrastination to a world that will seem foreign to us despite the fact that we have lived in it for nineteen years.

But it is different now... We now know the meaning of true friendship. We know whom we have kept in touch with over the past year and whom we hold dearest to our hearts. We've left our high school worlds to deal with the real world. We have had our hearts broken, we've fell in love, we've helped our best friends through the toughest times of their lives, something their even best friends at home couldn't be there for. We've stayed up all night just to be there for a friend. We've partied the night away, doing stupid stuff, but we were always there for each other afterwards. There have been times when we've felt so helpless being hours away from home when we know our families or friends needed us most, and there are times when we know we have made a difference.

A few weeks days from now we will leave. A few weeks days from now we take down our pictures, and pack up our clothes. No more going next door to do nothing for hours on end. We will leave our friends whose random emails and phone calls will bring us to laughter and tears this summer. We will take our memories and dreams and put them away for now, saving them for our return to this world.

A few weeks days from now from now we will arrive. A few weeks from now from now we will unpack our bags and have dinner with our families. We will drive over to our best friend's house and do nothing for hours on end. We will return to the same friends whose random emails and phone calls have brought us laughter and tears over the past year. We will unpack old memories and dreams that have been put away for the past year.

A few weeks days from now we will dig deep inside to find the strength and conviction to adjust to change and still keep each other close. And somehow, in someway, we will find our place between these two worlds.

i'm going to miss...Collapse )


survey. [Thursday
May 5th 2.42pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

1. Your real name: Jamie
2. Friends call you: jaim, james, the tease, whore
3. What your boy/girlfriend calls you: something nice if i had one
4. What name would you rather have?: maybe something a little more orignal than "jamie leigh" but i like it for the most part. or something more girly so my art teacher wouldnt mistakely call "mr. curran"
5. What are the ugliest names you can think of?: i dont want to offend anyone.
6. If there was a song about you, what would it be called?: i dunno, i wouldnt write it.
7. What would you name your kids?: okay so i've thought about this one.. i like connor james, shaun patrick, and shealeigh ann(?)
8. What would you name a ship if you built one?: hm, never really thought about it
9. If you wrote a book, what would it be called?: depends on what it was about

Have you ever...

10. Thrown up in public?: cant say i have
11. Eaten or drank anything spoiled?: food poisoning from fish.. that count?
12. Had a rip in your pants that you didn't know about?: nope, i rip them on purpose, because im artsy.
13. Tripped while checking someone out?: haha i could see myself doing that
14. Had to pay for something you broke?: nah son
15. Nearly drowned?: i can swim, thanks.
16. Passed out?: in 5th grade, i fainted in the middle of class
17. Had a crush on someone?: DUUUHH
18. Been stuck in the rain?: yes, and sometimes willingly walking in it at 10 pm
19. Caught people having sex?: not sex.
20. Fallen asleep while driving?: do i drive?
21. Felt attracted to someone of the same sex?: no
22. Actually slipped on a banana peel?: almost, they are really slippery
23. Made a wish that came true?: acutally once i did, it was wicked weird.. but it didnt benefit me anyway.

Complete the Sentence

24. I once had a dream: about hitler bombing my house.
25. I'm only racist towards: people who bug the shit outta me.
26. I don't even know why I'm: still thinking about him.
27. I'd give anything to have sex with: matt damon, matt mantei, norman reedus, jude law, justin timberlake [hey who said i had to chose one?]
28. Nothing sucks more than having to: do a 7 page research paper the last week of school.
29. If I had six bucks, I'd buy: a chocolate dipped strawberry banana iced latte, and an iced coconut coffee.
30. It's hot. I should take off my: underwear.
31. It's always more fun if you: party naked.
32. You can't eat steak without: teeth.

What would you do if...

33. A dirty old man at the airport slapped your ass?: laugh at him
34. Somebody was about to steal your car?: give the keys, and wish them luck.
35. You woke up with a billion spiders crawling all over you?: scream.
36. You farted while giving a persuasive speech in class?: try to keep a straight face.
37. You kiss someone and then you find out they have oral herpes?: go to the doctor?
38. You had three wishes?: make myself happy.
39. The government allowed you to choose one thing to be legalized?: take advantage of that!
40. Britney Spears came to your door and asked for jumper cables?: tell her to call AAA
41. You had a time machine?: make money off of it
42. FOX gave you a half hour show to do whatever you wanted?: put somethng good on tv, not another "reality" show

Would you rather...

43. Find the cure for cancer or the cure for AIDS?: cancer. you can avoid aids.
44. Have the power to fly or the power to teleport?: teleporting's quicker.. but flying would be more fun.
45. Have the power to see the future or the power to record your dreams?: see the future.
46. Be really skinny or really fat?: really skinny.
47. Lost in a forest or stuck in a box?: how big of a box?
48. Be in a drama movie or a comedy?: comedy
49. Be in a hip-hop video or a rock video?: i'm not black or ghetto so im gonna have to say rock.
50. Have your birthday on Christmas Day or February 29th?: thats a toughie.. youll get screwed outta presents either way i suppose.
51. Live in the sewer or Afghanistan?: sewer, thanks.
52. Be in a mental institution or a penitentiary?: institution... it would be interesting im sure
53. Snowboard or hang glide?: hang glide
54. Be a ninja or a pirate?: pirate!!

What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you read the following?

55. Courage: liquid courage
56. Driver: dale jr
57. Yoga: gym
58. Bakery: fat
59. Roach: alex
60. Mushroom: cow shit
61. Sprung: spring
62. Exotic: dancer
63. Pythagorean: triangles


64. What is your definition of love?: something that you can't see, but you can feel and the world would be lost without it.
65. Three words to describe you: short, comical, nice
66. What is a secret that no one knows about you?: why would i do somethng that stupid and put it here
67. Who is your worst enemy?: oh boy... got a few of those i think
68. Who is the last person you kissed?: steve.. forever ago.


nice girls? [Wednesday
April 6th 12.30am]
[ mood | cranky ]

This is a tribute to the nice girls. These are the girls who are safe. The girls whom guys who have girlfriends are allowed to hang out with because they’re not viewed as a threat. These are the girls who dress respectably . . . they don’t go and get “skank clothes” and parade themselves around, catching the attention of every drooling, testosterone-filled boy on earth. These are the girls who are okay with going to chick-fil-a on a date, hanging out, watching a movie, playing a game, or doing some other low-cost, high-fun form of entertainment. Because after all, it’s really about the quality time that they spend with the guy and not the amount of money that is flowing from his pockets in order to please her every whim and desire (or so he thinks) during the date.

This is in honor of the girls who take the time to ask their guy friends “how’s life?” and to listen carefully when the answer is given. The girls who go out of their way to make cookies or cheer up male friends in distress. Yeah, we know “men are from Mars” and “women are from Venus,” but a simple “thank you” is pretty darn universal.

This goes out to the girls who must sit complacently while their guy friends discuss the “hotness” of the girl at the next table over. They watch as these guys date or lust over each and every self-centered, trashy, insecure, flirtatious, and flighty girl they come into contact with.

When asked, most guys say they would like to date a nice girl. However, when faced with such an opportunity, they claim that “I love her . . .like a little sister” or “there are no such things as nice girls. They’re all evil.” These guys continue to complain about how all girls are “manipulative” and “gossipy” and wonder why in the world they all go to the bathroom at the same time.

But, we must confess, there are guys out there who realize the value of their nice friends who are girls. These are the guys who should be praised for their willingness to go with the flow, hang out, and chill. These guys, however, fail to consider these nice girls as anything more than friends or to step up to the plate and consider them for a Saturday night date or the upcoming dance even though they possess all the qualities that guys claim they are looking for. But, a note to the nice girls. Eventually all guys will (or at least should) realize that they don’t want to have a relationship with a girl who wants all of their money and who will only date them until a guy who is better or more enhancing for her social status comes along. So, until those guys realize what is right in front of them, a word of encouragement to the nice girls. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of being treated like a doormat. In all honesty, you are valuable. Clearly, you possess qualities that cause your guy friends to want to hang out with you. The world needs your encouragement, your willingness to take part in spontaneous activities, your ability to continue to enjoy life even though you watch as countless nasty, malicious female sirens blind the nice guys with their alluring ways. For all of the random, frustrating, and seemingly non-sensical things you tolerate, don’t lose hope. Nice guys do exist and will someday realize that nice girls, who are not evil, exist as well. Fear not, your day will come. And perhaps your prince will too.


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